I borrowed the majority of this text from a great private forum I’m on, where everyone gave a potted biography of who they are and how they got to where they are today as a means to introduce themselves. I wrote my introduction 3 years ago and have toyed many times with the idea of posting it here for all to see, warts and all. And after some editing and refreshing of content I’ve finally decided to do so. The title is a little misleading of course as I’ve not been a game developer for 30 years, but I have always wanted to be, and that passion and love has never left me – as you’ll find if you dare to read on 🙂
I know it’s way too long and probably not even my Mother would read until the end, but here we go. This is how my love affair with computing and game development started, and lead to where I am today…
My name is Richard Davey. I don’t really use pseudonyms on the internet anymore (spent enough years doing that in Quake clans!) but l’m part of Photon Storm. I’ll be 37 in August and I live in a lovely part of the UK with my wife, 6 year old son and 2 year old daughter.
Growing up Atari
Back when I was the age my son is now, my parents were complete technophobes and didn’t buy into the “every home must have a family computer” one bit. So it was a long time until I got one of my own. Ironically my Mum is now the most hardcore gamer I know and I swear 40% of her annual earnings goes direct to Big Fish Games.
I may have been computer-less but I was addicted to the arcades. All of my “holiday money” would vanish into the latest Atari, Williams and Sega machines. When I was 8 we moved house and I made friends with the kids in my new street and got my first experience of home computing. There were ZX81s and Spectrum 48ks within a few houses and that was it. I was utterly hooked. To my shock (as it wasn’t even Christmas or my birthday) one day my Dad bought home a computer: A Toshiba MSX.
In hindsight I appreciate just how amazing that computer was. Built-in cartridge port letting me run all the hottest Konami and Capcom games, tape drive so I could buy budget games from the newsagent, really nice graphics, really nice sound. But no other kid within a hundred miles owned one which made aquiring new games next to impossible. But it did give me my first taste of programming. Type-in listings from magazines and hacking around in BASIC. The MSX and later a Spectrum +3 served me well for a few years until I hit secondary school. And via another kid there I was introduced to the Atari ST.
My whole life changed. It was one of those moments you know? Those real life changing moments. Getting that ST home. Hooking it up to this piece of trash black and white TV in my bedroom. I just knew there and then I was addicted, and that my life would be one spent in computers.
I wasn’t wrong 🙂
My personality is such that when I get hooked on something, I get REALLY hooked. Everything about me channels into it, every waking thought, every drop of concentration. The ST soaked this all up for years. I’d always wanted to make my own games. I tried on the MSX but just didn’t “get it”. On the ST I met STOS and it opened new doors to me. I created loads of very primitive games such as Octopod. I also dived into 68000 but to my eternal shame never really got anywhere meaningful with it. Sure I could fire-up Devpac and screw with code someone else had written, but that was about it.
I was deep into the cracking and demo scene. Never a week went by without a huge stack of jiffy bags arriving carrying 3.5″ gems of Eurodemo treasure. Pirated games were the currency with which I could acquire the latest stuff. And acquire I did! But the more I saw the more I realised I just couldn’t code very well. I made some nice pretty things in STOS, and my graphics were ok. But I just could never really make the games the way I enjoyed them most in the arcades, and by this time on the Super Nintendo.
Enter the Internet
The ST started to die out but I moved to the Atari Falcon and carried on my Atari love there for years. My Falcon saw me through University and it was in my final year that I was introduced to the Internet. Back then the only browser was Lynx and everything was done from a Unix command-line. So I spent endless hours absorbed in IRC, Usenet, Talkers, MUDs and Gopher.
I remember beta testing the Mosaic browser on massive Sun Sparc stations running X-Windows. Being amazed the day they got it to display a JPEG (a picture of Cindy Crawford!). I remember Alta Vista and Yahoo starting up, running from Stanford sub-domains. It was a real key time for me and I was swept up in the Internet at its birth.
I focused hard on PHP/MySQL and my skills became significant. I was offered a really good very well paid job away from home, and was all set to go for it when my Dad was killed in a car crash. That was another one of those life changing moments. Everything shifted priority and new paths that had opened to me closed down.
The years pass, and I’m still creating web sites and coding PHP until 1999 when things bounce back for me, and I form a company with 2 friends called T-Minus 10. We specialised in backend web development and used Microsoft .NET (with C#) well before anyone else really touched it. I had been a Microsoft Certified Developer / Systems Engineer for years from my days with the ISP, so it was a natural fit for me. But as anyone will tell you running a company is hard work, even for very experienced businessmen. Which we were not! We were so green you could mistake us for the Incredible Hulk. It was a total rush and a total nightmare in equal measure. So much time spent chasing payments, chasing new work, preparing quotes, doing the accounts. So many silly mistakes made. Such low wages 🙂
Around this time and quite by accident I stumbled across DarkBASIC which had literally just been released. I ran a few demos, looked at the code and felt that rush once again. I bought it on the spot.
It had been a long time since I had tried to make a game. I was still playing them, but they were mostly PC based FPS or console games. Here was something new, here was that excitement of creativity that only making a game can give you. And I had found it again. Of course with years of C# and PHP development under my belt I felt much more at home. Concepts that before were totally alien to me were now second nature. I was no longer struggling with the basics, so I dived into DarkBASIC head first. It became my release from the hassle of business life.
Under the pseudonym “Dark Forge” I coded all kinds of things. Demo effects, games, tutorials, scrollers, puzzlers. My output was vast and I loved every minute of it. I was highly proactive in the community and because by day I was still building web sites I contacted Dark Basic Software and kept hassling them that their site was crap, and I needed to fix it for them.
Just over a year later and I was working for them full time, the 3 of us having closed down our company and gone our own ways. They changed name to The Game Creators and I built all of their web sites for them, as well as coding tutorials, writing the monthly newsletter (which ran for 111 issues before closing down!) and looking after the community. It was a great moment when we had our new site featured in Edge magazine 🙂
Of course the downside was that the more I worked for them, the less I got to actually code in DarkBASIC. That whole “losing the love” thing kicked in a bit. The feeling of getting too close and spending too long with something. It erodes away at the passion you had in the first place. So once again the games side of my life slips away a little. Commercial games were getting so incredibly complex by this point that deep inside I knew I could never make anything to compare to what I was playing on my PC. I guess yet again a lack of self-belief got the better of me.
So I put my head down and focused totally on PHP once more. By this time I’d been coding in it for years. I was writing articles for major php magazines, became one of the first Zend Certified devs in the UK, knew most the key php devs very well and it just seemed easy to specialise in it. The games dream went invisible on me again.
The Aardman Era
I spent 4 happy years with The Game Creators before being head hunted for a job at Aardman Animations. I had worked with Aardman many times earlier in my career, building some high profile sites for them. So them contacting me wasn’t a total shock. They were starting a proper Online department and wanted someone to lead the development team, so in January 2006 I joined as the 1st employee.
The change in work was great and I enjoyed it immensely, but it became quickly apparent that we were constantly outsourcing Flash game development. So in a pre-Christmas quiet period between projects they asked me to learn Flash.
My history with Flash until then had been a patchy one. I installed Future Splash Animator into Netscape when it first came out years ago, and created my own timeline animations in it. But back then you couldn’t code in it and I was no animator, so I put it to one side and mostly ignored it. While I was focusing solidly on PHP the Flash scene grew and grew. I tried again a few times over the years, but just never gave it the time required for it to “click”. I was used to C# and the very C like syntax of PHP. AS1/2 was just painful. The Flash Professional editor was a million miles away from the Visual Studio world I lived in. And I bought all the wrong sorts of books that taught me nothing about the holy grail of games. It had been one of those things that I was happy to not care about too much.
But in December 2007 that changed. I grabbed a copy of FlashDevelop, some of the essential AS3 books of the time and got to jump head first into the world of ActionScript 3. My aim was to create a simple “card matching” game for the Shaun the Sheep web site. After a few experiments it suddenly all just clicks again.
I mean I totally went about it the wrong way: I animated everything in code, I hand built tweens, I used “old school” tilemap sprite sheets. I didn’t even realise that using “jpeg compression” in Flash preserved transparency because I was so used to jpegs on the web, and they’re about as far from transparent as you can get. Hell I even published it with a 120 fps rate! But I had my first game finished. And best of all it was a quite fun to play. After years of playing games and dipping in and out of game development over and over again, I finally had somewhere new to channel that passion. And channel it I did!
Into the Photon Storm
I was hooked, and I didn’t let-up one bit. Another 3 games later and I start creating them for myself at home under my Photon Storm banner. At work I was doing less PHP and more and more AS3. And the deeper down the rabbit hole I went, the harder it was to climb back out into “web site stuff” again. I built beat-em-ups for Cartoon Network, a huge kids virtual world using ElectroServer which utilised all facets of my skills up to that point, from AMFPHP to server set-ups, hosting and CDNs. Things that were now second nature to me like documentation, SVN, API design, XML, JSON and all the “boring but essential” parts of game development came into play. I worked on large multi-developer projects based around major films and TV series and it was exciting and challenging work. And I’m proud to now be the Technical Director for the fine team there.
But no matter what you think – when you work for a company you’re only really making what they want you to make. You can have as much creative input as you like, but at the end of the day if the client isn’t YOU, you’ll make sacrifices and changes as you go. Photon Storm was my release valve for this issue. Here I could do whatever the hell I wanted, in whatever way I wanted. I could make games that answered to no-one but myself and that is exactly what did.
30 Years Later …
It’s now 2012 and in the words of Fat Boy Slim, I’ve come a long way baby.
I finally feel “at home” making games. It’s like I am now where I should have been a decade or two ago. But I don’t see that time as wasted. It was all good experience, and I still use what I learned every day. And I never for a second dare to stop learning.
It’s a dangerous place to be when you settle into thinking you’re at the “top” of a tree, with little left to learn. Because if games have taught me one thing it’s that no-one on this planet has reached that pinnacle yet. Every week I see exciting new games that keep me constantly re-evaluating what I think I know about game design, and constantly trying to improve at it.
One of the biggest changes for me last year was that I swapped my focus from working on games, to spending my time helping other developers instead. Releasing thousands of lines worth of source code via my Flixel Power Tools, publishing tutorials, helping out on forums and answering emails.
I often still feel like I am playing catch-up when it comes to coding game routines that I should really already know, and would do had I not given up so many times in the past. But I now know how to get to a solution and where to start. I guess this is why I rarely ignore calls for assistance, because I hope that by spending even a little time replying I might give them the nudge required to carry on and not give up.
On the HTML5 Game Devs site I run someone recently trolled a comment saying that one of the games we featured was so bad that surely only the developer who made it could love it. I can’t tell you how annoyed that made me. I want developers to be proud of what they make no matter what. To not give up but to enjoy the rush and feeling that having true creativity and control over your game gives you.
Always looking forward
And now I’m transferring my skills into HTML5 games. Every new platform has its own issues and peculiarities and HTML5 has plenty of those! It’s constantly shifting, constantly evolving, but having spent so long programming it took next to no time to get up to speed and start making games on it.
Personally I find it a truly exciting area with some staggering innovation going on. But for me it’s like my entire professional programming history has now swung a full circle and I’m merging my love of game development with my original passion for working natively inside a web browser.
I know some people see this as “abandoning Flash” on my part. But while I love what you can do with Flash and have met some incredible developers over the years, I never actually married the platform. I’m not committed to belong to it and only it – I’m free to move elsewhere and make games wherever I like. So that is exactly what I’m doing.
This has been a small insight into me and the gaming juice that flows through my veins, mixed up with all that crazy Atari shit. There is a lot missing of course and I haven’t even thanked all those incredible people I’ve met during my life, but you know who you are – so thank you.
You know what though? There’s a whole lot more to come too. The scent of change is in the air. It’s been a roller-coaster ride for sure, but long may it continue.
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